December 2008
UNRAVELLING
My plans are all falling apart. I really want to be with you guys on New Years, but I’m not sure if my parents will let me. I’m sick of being 18 years old with no freedom. God, I can’t wait until I move out.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
Random Fact #3
I write letters to people a lot. Mostly to people I know will never read them. It makes me feel comfortable to know that I can write anything I want somewhere I know will not be brought up later.
Dec 31st
ListenI can’t wait to see them play with some...
Dec 30th
Stanley, the manly.
So I have had season 4 of The Office for almost a week now, and still have only seen 4 episodes. I need to get up on that. I’m so excited for tonight! Nigga Dylan came back today. I missed him so much, and I can’t wait to see Aiden! Also, I can’t wait to have a heart to heart with OD. Alson, Female Erik, OD, Nigga Dylan and I have a lot of catching up to do. I can’t wait...
Dec 30th
Random Fact #2
I say things I don’t mean, and mean things I don’t say. For the most part, you can expect me to tell you what I mean. When I’m mad, I’ll say some shit that I’m not proud of.
Dec 29th
Jacques(:
he healed up fast, and beautifully(: Thanks Carl. HA, my mom asked me if the police would take her to jail if all of my friends got drunk here on New Years!
Dec 28th
ListenWhen I Get Home, You’re So Dead- Mayday...
Dec 28th
In town for New Years.
My family came for new years! I’m SO excited. I love them so much. The only thing now, is that I can’t help but think about what Allison’s doing for New Years. I’m pretty sure she could spend it here, but I don’t know. Also, I haven’t seen her in like a day, and I miss her. HAHA. I’ll do you one even better though, I haven’t seen Derrick and...
Dec 28th
ListenBody In A Box-City and Colour.
Dec 27th
Trip.
I really am jealous of you, Sylvia. I really wish I had gotten a trip to Cali.  I can’t lie anymore, I really miss it.
Dec 26th
“If you’re looking for dinner and a movie, you won’t find it looking...”
– Andy, The Office.
Dec 25th
Fro Christmas
That fro was intentional too $: Fro Christmas, I got: Season 4 of The Office! Employee Of The Month (movie) Beatles bag A Rocket To The Moon shirt Hat, more like a beret A new tape deck for my iPod Deisel perfume (regifted from Erika) and Gobbstoppers. It wasn’t much, but I love all of it. Season 4 of The Office rocks my whole entire world! I’m so happy. I love Christmas.
Dec 25th
MUAHAHAHA!
I’m on to you. I’ve figured you out.
Dec 25th
“Death does not concern us, because as long as we exist, death is not here. And...”
– (via matroshka)
Dec 25th
Dec 23rd
Dec 23rd
Psychology 4: Human Growth and Development.
Fuck you Psych4! I sat in class with Dr. Junkins, the teacher from hell, for a whole semester. I did not pass one test because of the short fucking notice that we were given to study. I failed that class miserably. The only thing I passed, was a fucking essay which I wrote in 15 minutes. I hate Human Growth and Development. The only reason I even sat in this class was because of Matt who sat next...
Dec 23rd
Does he have a moustache?
Everyone is changing. I can’t wait to see what happens next(:
Dec 22nd
Dec 21st
I before E, except after C.
This is probably the most pointless rule I’ve ever even heard of. It has so many exceptions. The words “weird” and “their” are just a few of them. Sure it has a loophole, if you’ve heard the complete rule is says “I before E, except after C. Or when sounding like ‘ay’ as in ‘neighbor’ and ‘weigh’.” But weird and...
Dec 19th
I hope I’m not one of the select few on here that creep you out..
Dec 19th
Dec 18th
ListenComing Clean-Chase Coy
Dec 18th
Its time to let off steam.
I guess I never knew how something so small could make such a big difference in someone’s mindset. I guess I’ll never understand how playing house could change someone’s feelings. Its never too late to say sorry, but I’ve learned not to expect it from a heart as swollen as yours. The beat of your heart has taken over the waves of your brain. I’m sorry to see you...
Dec 18th
Hey voice,
I guess it would be cool if you would come back. Today was fun, I’d do it over in a heartbeat.
Dec 17th
Apparently
Dylan has figured out what I do with my time. I guess I look at pictures of random girls and judge them all day. Its true.
Dec 16th
Listen9. Basement Party. I’ve got this one down.
Dec 16th
Allison and I
are trying to learn every word to every song by The Cool Kids. its going pretty greattt!
Dec 16th
“Gunshots are for strangers. Nigga, we best friends.”
– Nigga Dylannn.
Dec 16th
Reflect.
I looked back on my life today at work, on my breaks, while I was on 19, and then for a little after work. I came up with a list of things I miss from California. Here it is: The beach. My family. My soccer team. The way the train sounded behind our house. The way at the time, I hated the way the train sounded behind our house. Shotgun on Saturday and Sunday morning car rides to games and...
Dec 16th
“That pizza burns holes in my esophagus.”
– Sup, Allison.
Dec 14th
Dec 14th
To Spray Love On Her Face
She already know this, so I guess I’ll write it here: I’m getting Allison the “To Spray Love On Her Face” shirt from Teenage Hipp. I’m really excited fro Christmas and my excitement only keeps growing. I LOVE TEENAGE HIPP! And I love my best friends. And OD, you’re welcome. And Dylan, I guess you’re welcome too?
Dec 14th
“Spitters are quitters mann.”
– Dylan Rhynard
Dec 12th
Oh Dear,
You tell that hoe that you love that hoe, and you were faithful to your hoe. And you treat her like the best hoe. Then two weeks later, she ain’t yo hoe no mo! Also, Dylan Harris is going to call me Jessica from now on.
Dec 12th
WatchWatch
“I think the biggest difference between this record and our last one is that this one is good, and the last one was shit.” -Oli,
Dec 11th
METALOCALYPSE!
YESSSS!!! NEW EPISODE RIGHT NOW!
Dec 11th
ListenHello, I’m In Delaware- City and Colour
Dec 10th
I'm 72% Sure That I Love You.
AHHHH, I love Anchorman(: Today I went downtown with Danielle and Derrick. I forgot how much they both mean to me. Literally, some of the best times of my life are spent with them(: They can make me laugh in any situation. They truly are two of my best friends. I know I can trust them just as much as any of my other best friends. I love them sooooo much(: When we got back to Round Rock, we picked...
Dec 10th
“I regret the moment I first made eye contact with you;”
– because that was the moment I lost myself.
Dec 8th
10 Things I've Wanted To Say To 10 People
It took me so much time to realize this, but I liked your family way more than I liked you. When I see your sister, brother, niece, nephew, mom, or dad, I smile much more than when I see you. I’m glad we weren’t ever anything serious. I would be a trainwreck after you. I’m glad I met you. You pretty much were the reason I went to psych class. AHHH, where do I even begin. I...
Dec 8th
Pauline,
you forgot random fact number fourteen(: sldkfjasdofijed, work today. I’m listening to City and Colour [surprise?]. I’m leaving to Allison’s in a little bittt(:
Dec 6th
Dec 6th
I just found out,
that everything I wrote as an answer for my psych test is wrong. NO! I failed my test. I don’t even know what to do. Literally I’m about to cry. You have no idea how upset I am by this. What if this means that I’m not cut out to do what I want. I really have very high expectations for myself. I put so much pressure on myself to succeed and I don’t know what I’m going...
Dec 6th
Today,
I got a ten dollar gift card for HEB. (: I’m happy.
Dec 5th
Dec 5th
Dec 4th
50 Random Facts About Me
(Stolen from Allison) I love driving. I have big goals for my future. I have very irrational fears. I have the world’s most inconvenient allergy (think about it). I have a hard time expressing how I feel through spoken word. I usually write about it. All of my jerseys were number 6. I never had a different number for any team, or any sport, except basketball. I have more than one best...
Dec 4th
Dec 4th