January 2009
Human Nature
Am I the only one who ever wishes that they could have something erased from their memory? Or would that impact how we view certain people, or better yet deal with certain situations? Like many people say; we all learn from our mistakes. And without those mistakes that are painfully stored in the back of our head for eternity and only come out to haunt us, to remind us of such failures, we...
I really hate it when
my songs don’t work on tumblr|:
Like Lions Do by Right Away, Great Captain!
Smoke Break.
I read over every page again. I wonder what it was that spoke to me. The words run together, The pages are bent. Its sad to say that I lost my place.
The walk to the pond never seemed so long. At the moment which we reached our destination, the wind picked up. Even with your hair stuck to your face, you’re the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Your eyes filled with concern. You told...
“You know how some people have a good family or a girlfriend that’s always...”
– Spencer Chamberlain
Random Fact #9
I only surround myself with people who I can be myself around. Of all of those people, I only really call those who care enough about me to show me what they’re like my friends. I feel like if you can’t be yourself around me, and I can’t be myself around you, we are nothing.
I’m counting all the freckles on your...
There's no need to rush.
I’ve been tired, worn out, and irritable lately. I don’t know what it is. Last night, I got into an argument with Erika about Saw IV, not worth it. I’ve noticed that I’ve given up my right to choose my battles, although it was something I was never really good at.
I’m trying to stop biting my nails, not successful. I’m trying to quit smoking cigarettes, that is...
cool bank
I FUCKING HATE BANK OF AMERICA!
I’m over drawn by like $129 FUCK MY LIFE.
La vida duele demasiado aqui sin ti.
Tardes...
Random Fact #8
I made a promise to someone a long time ago. I’m not doing so well at keeping it. It breaks my heart to admit it.
diagnosis: plagiarism
We thought nothing would ever soften such a room. The glow of our faces in the dim light told us the hour. By morning I’ll be different, you’ll be different. I’ll look at the face God gave me, and paint another.
Disappointed by the night, I’ll turn away and close my eyes. The tears roll down my cheek and soak my covers. You’ll never hear the story of distress and...
Discover Me
I close my eyes, Images fill my mind. The looks are too much to take. Every one’s eyes glued to me, I can’t take it. Escape. I open my eyes. The room is empty, except for one man. You.
The nights are quiet, long, tiring. Thoughts have fled, this is when we act on impulse. The wind whispers tales of love lost and regained. And the rain flushes away any worry we may have. The night has...
Epic Fail
Operation Notorious: Failed.
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Everyone else did it.
What is your tumblr URL? http://marlenespagee.tumblr.com
What is the title of your tumblr? MARLENE AFTER ALL
What does it mean? It’s just me
How many people follow you? 10
How many people do you follow? 13
What is your favorite tumblr? I don’t know.
Describe your tumblr portrait? its just me.
How did you find tumblr? Hilary
When was your first post? I don’t know.
Why do...
Lets pull another all nighter and we'll talk about...
Last night was eventful to say the least. My boyfriend sneezed on my hand, my dog ran away twice, I have a fucking splinter in my foot. I’ve realized in the past few days that I’m still not ready to tell everyone what I feel about anything. The only people I can actually talk to are Allison, Danielle, Erika, Dylan and Dylan. I love writing. I feel calm and liberated to know that I can...
One Wish- Ray J
I hope this is the theme song to...
Random Fact #7
Trashy dating shows make me happy. I love them so much. Everything about them makes me happy. The people I like the best on the shows never end up winning, though. It doesn’t matter. I love them sooooo much.
You Are So Beautiful- Escape The Fate
My BIGGEST Fear
isn’t something tangible. Its something that happens to everyone. I’m not afraid of death, or dying. I’ve come to terms with my mortality, I know I won’t live forever. I’m not worried about that. My biggest fear is something I can’t control. I’ve never met anyone with the same fear. My biggest fear, real talk, is disappointing those who are close to me. It...
Random Fact #6
I’ve been around my sister too long. My words are beginning to be as hers. I am very critical about my grammar, and lately it hasn’t been good. Thanks Erika(:
Allison,
You’re ridiculous(:
Tattoo situation.
I’m not getting that anymore. My next tattoo is going to be sickkkkk. Piano keys starting at my hip and wrapping around my back. I’m excited.
Hey Carl, hook it uppp(:
Random Fact #5
I really like tattoos. They have this way of making people who are already attractive, even more attractive in my eyes. I like the way your body feels after you get one, its kind of a body high. I like the sound the gun sounds when its about to hit you. I just really love tattoos. I can’t decide, though, if I like black and white or color tattoos better yet.
Highwaters,
Apparently they’re not so cute. Leave it to my friends at work to make fun of them. Thanks guys.
In my defense, I didn’t know they were highwaters until I put them on this morning, and they stretched out. So, I think they’re better now.
I couldn’t be happier right now with my life. I love my friends, I miss my friends. I love the way I feel. AHH, I’m just so...
Random Fact #4
I don’t like shopping. At all. I’m very indecisive which makes shopping very difficult. When I find something I like, I often have to buy it before I try it on otherwise I’ll hate it.
Anticipation.
I’ve never felt so close to the people I call my friends. I’m so happy that they wanted to spend New Years Eve with me and my family. I love Allison Bressette, Dylan Rhynard, and Dylan Harris. They are the people who I think know me best at this point.
New Years Eve was so much fun. Six Flags was everything I expected and more. I’m so pumped for 2009.
I have a Mad Libs for you:...
Sup 09?
Today was possibly the best New Years Eve ever! Alson, Nigga D, and OD are here for the night. I think my cuzzos love them. I love my friends. I think Dyl is drunk off his assssss.